New day, new ideas

Day 3 of the "vacation" and I am getting my hair recut, didn't like the trim I got at Ulta, so now that Stephanie is back I am heading to her expert care! Yesterday I took my another bridesmaid in Amy's wedding to check out the brewery for the shower, and I am happy to say she liked it! This has totally inspired my party planning love. Frances (the other bridesmaid), Amy (the bride), and Chris (the groom) all said I should use my time away to pursue that dream. It's funny how life works. My entire life I have wanted to be one of two things, a wedding and events planner or a pop star. I know, right? That's so perfect for me! Obviously, the pop star route has flaws, but I wonder at why I started a pre school, and have had so many other jobs rather than pursue the event planning. I wonder if some dreams are too dear to fail. I mean, when I lived in Tyler I did a few small events, but nothing like what lives in my head. Would it ruin me too much to fail at it? Is that why I have crowded my head and life with a zillion other things that are interesting and safe? Or, is the event planning just a longer term sign language class or book? Something that I am just not great at following through? I wonder if I am jaded from the school or just lack focus? Either way, I am loving planning this party, and can't wait for some funds to come into the picture so I can really zero in on what I think would create the perfect night for Amy and Chris. (And maybe the perfect launch to Events by Julie ((insert a more clever name in the comments please!))) I don't really know about a parenthesis inside a parenthesis, sorry if I did that wrong. College was a long time ago. Off to get pretty hair!