"Vacation"

So, my time has not so abruptly ended at B and N for now. I am pretty bummed about it, since I was not emotionally anywhere near needing a vacation. I felt like B and N was kind of a vacation after all the stress of my previous situation. But, I can focus on Amy's awesome shower, writing more, and getting the training thing going for some extra money. Plus, how can I be upset when NIKKI is coming in just a few days and now I have the whole time they will be here off work! And my dad is coming on Saturday, and hopefully he won't be too disappointed in his 33 year old who is unemployed and still in some debt. Either way, 4 days of brunches, dinners, bowling, and of course some garaging will be amazing. I think I am a little more sad to not be going to B and N than I was when my school closed. I think it's not so much that I loved the job, but that I loved having a job, especially one I was pretty good at. I learned a lot about myself and my work ethic, and while I am VERY vain, it actually gave me some self esteem that I guess I needed. Hahaha, while typing this, I got a call from work asking if I would mind staying on call so I could pick up some extra hours here and there if needed. Hopefully, they will be needed. I do need to focus on finding a long term full time situation, but maybe this will pan out to be something like that while I am looking elsewhere. Plus, Amy's shower and all the ideas and plans I am making have totally rekindled my love of even planning, so I might pursue a part time thing in that arena too. I can't tell if it's exciting or depressing to be so unset and unfocused at not such a young age...today I guess I will go with excited and say the hell with it! Plus, I get an AMY day and Karaoke today, 2 of my favorite things! Oh, and to all you Austin people, PLUCKERS, South Lamar, Thursday at 10, WINGO is back! Be there!