Feeling weirdly nostalgic today

I guess last week being a lead up to a crazy holiday and family weekend kept me on vacation mode so I didn't really process that I am actually unemployed. It has really hit home today. I cleaned my house a bit, watched a lot of TV, took Liam to lunch, had him do some multiplication work, and sort of helicoptered around him mostly out of boredom. I am not cut out to be a stay at home parent, especially when I have 1 self sufficient 10 year old! I raised him as a working mom, there is literally nothing he needs me to do! I even pulled up all me former employees emails a couple hours ago to send out the schedule, then got all depressed. (Side note, the sliding glass door just broke and it's FREEZING outside. That might give me something to do.) I plan to get started on my training presentations tomorrow, as well and hopefully find a part time job to help with all this brokeness. Sorry, I am totally distracted right now between the broken door, my REALLY poorly behaved big dog, and the kids who are here! I will come back to this later. I guess I am busy after all! Hahahahahaha!